An Exercise in the Art of Awakening

When We Step Out of The Illusion, Suffering Falls Away

Be Your Truth, Be a Vessel of Love

Self Love is The Art of Remembering

A student sat week after week in the presence of his teacher, thinking; “my word if only I could take her home and make love with her, wow what a body.” Week after week he sat utterly transfixed until that was and to his utter astonishment too. The teacher asked him to sit with her. She then asked him: “so what is it that you seek in your secret and deep inner dialogue?”. The student replied; “I seek to take you home with me and to make love to you.” The teacher then asked; “is that a noble quest or simply a quest driven by your ego? However and before you answer that question let me ask you to ponder this. Let’s say I were to agree to you making love to me I would of course require you to prove your worth first.” The student then replied; “yes, yes I’d agree to that just tell me what I need to do and I will and would agree to do anything you asked of me.” The teacher then looked deep into the student eyes and said only this; “go out into the world and create something that will impress me.” The student in great excitement agreed and in a great hurry set out upon his quest. Some months later the student sort out the teacher and asked her to come look at what he’d created, taking her to a great tower of stones that one could see from miles around. “Asking what do you think teacher is that not impressive what I’ve created and would you agree to lay with me now?” The teacher smiled and said; “indeed your labours have been impressive, however there’s no evidence of any thought gone into what you’ve created, therein; you’ve simply built a pointless symbol with no practical use or application. As such I will not lay with you until I’m impressed with what you’ve created.” The student with head held low and all thoughts of anticipation quashed kicked out at his pile of stones in dismay and began throwing them far and wide in all his anger. And all amidst a searing thought that screamed and screamed deep within his chattering mind that it’s all been a complete waste of time, “give it some thought, just what is she on about, no thought, I never stop thinking, in fact; thinking is all I seem to do.”

After much throwing of stones the student began to sense that where his stones had fallen he’d inadvertently began building walls. Eureka he thought, I will build the most impressive castle anyone’s ever built and for sure when my teacher gazes upon it she will fall headlong into my arms and bed. Many years did the student labour on his castle and it was a most impressive castle indeed, running water and central heating were all considered in his great scheme. At the point he’d decorated the last room he once again sort out his teacher and asked her to come look at what he’d created, taking her to his great castle that one could see from miles around. “Asking what do you think teacher is that not impressive and would you agree to lay with me now?” The teacher smiled and said; “indeed your labours have been impressive, however there’s no evidence of any soul within your building and as such this is a hollow, dark and barren place. Therein; I will not lay with you until I’m impressed with what you’ve created.” The student with head held low and all thoughts of anticipation quashed yet again kicked out at his castle labours and began pulling his castle down stone by stone, each ripping the skin clean from his hands. Indeed pain that danced through; every vibration of his being.

Many years did the student toil in pulling his castle down until he found himself sitting completely exhausted and all alone on the ground where the castle once stood. Then one day wolf came along and said; “hey you look like you could do with a friend, allow me to live with you and I will be loyal and do my very best to keep us both fed and safe.” By now the student was no longer a vibrant young man and was wise enough to realise that he did crave some form of companionship, so he agreed and the wolf and the man set up home together and their bond became and was most unshakable. Over time lion shared his courage with the student, owl shared his wisdom, Mother Earth shared her abundance, bear shared his power and resilience, eagle shared his vision, heron shared the art of seeing through distortion. Honey bee shared how to express his sexuality, horse showed him how to move swiftly, crow shared with him life’s mysteries and the arts of magic, buffalo shared with him the need to honour his sacred path and snake shared with him how best to evolve and leave the past behind. In fact the student lived in harmony with all things and all beings, and became accomplished and at ease with many things, indeed such was his inner peace that the only constant in his life was the unrelenting grace that is continual unfolding of deep inner change. Such that as the seasons came and went he remained grateful at all times that he was blessed enough to be a witness of and to such impressive and abundant spectacles. So much so that as the years rolled by and he effortlessly merged into his greying years, he completely forgot about his teacher and all his former labours.

Year upon year the student learned more about himself, more about his animal friends, more elemental knowledge and more earth mother and father sky wisdoms. Then one clear winters night as wolf howled in delight at the bright full moon, the students teacher arose from the flames of the fire before them and walked towards the student with not a stitch of clothing upon her body. Smiling she walked towards the student and said only this; “hello student, it’s been some time since we last met and had a chat, do you like what you see and would you like to lay with me?” The student arose from the earth and walked silently towards his teacher and covering her naked body with a blanket said only this; “good to see you teacher, please come and sit with us.” And sit they did amidst the crackling flames and balancing melody of wolfs ancient song, indeed they sat all through the night and not a word was exchanged. As dawn began to break the teacher turned back towards the student and drawing in deeply and gently breathing out said only this; “isn’t it majestic all the splendour you’ve created?” Before letting slip her blanket and upon rising revealing her true energetic form in that she was the embodiment of a myriad of stars and unfathomable galaxies and in essence the source of exponential potential. She then held out her hands and the student rose to his feet too and as they merged into the; “one that is wholeness”, all time stood still and not a sound could be heard. Save only for a whisper on the wind twinkling, tickling and gently caressing the sun kissed dazzling pearls of crystalline dew that graced the morning reverie. Each vibrating eloquently with angelic acclaim; “it’s time, it’s time beacon of light for you to teach the wisdom you’ve learned, for you have reconnected with the art of remembering.”

Namaste

The Gift in All Journeys is the Wisdom Gained in Understanding

This post whilst brewing for many, many months was crystallised in the moment the result of a generous and unsolicited email that I received as I was reintegrating myself after a highly draining and intensive healing and clearing retreat. Therein I unreservedly thank the senders of that email for their generosity of soul and wish them well too on all their own personal; healing, learning and wisdom distillation journeys. That said and for sure I’m no longer the man who started writing this blog many years ago, for heavens I’ve really changed and I am most grateful for those changes. Because; I’ve been told many times in this my current mortality that; “I can’t do this and I shouldn’t do that and above all things there’s nothing that “they” can do to help me”. Nevertheless and time after time amidst my unrelenting darkness I ignored such complete and utter nonsense, for not to do so would have resulted in my stagnation and premature expiry. Therein; its important to note that we alone ultimately choose just how we will live out our mortality. We can choose to stay asleep and grub around in the darkness, or we can reach for the light and evolve. Well hard though it’s often been I’ve always reached for the light, for my soul craved healing and the grace in vibrational alignment, for alignment is the god force within all. Therein; moving back into vibrational alignment is the process of healing ones body, clearing ones mind and freeing ones soul. A sublimely eloquent and synergistic coming together, with one central goal; “to remove from ones being all forms of dis-ease”. In essence a simple, yet timeless alchemistic process, that really has no beginnings and certainly no endings, for we are eternal, we are one and anything and everything. That said; there is a critical point in all our awakening journeys when all things change and forever and it’s what I myself call the cross over point. Indeed the point where nothing really matters anymore. Birthdays come and go, major sporting events come and go, festivals, festive seasons and festivities come ago and their significance has no significance in our lives anymore. It’s that place where we become as the great Stuart Wilde coined “fringe dwellers”. A place free of all the nonsense of our former domestications and a place that pays no attention to the demands of the puerile or indeed fast asleep tick tock mentality. Indeed a place that as we fall into its vortex of endless possibilities, that’s the very point that we’re able to realise anything and everything. No preconditions or anything at all, simply self love and universal love in all their majesty and deep, deep understanding.

My Self Healing Projects – The Forging of Finbar Medicine Crow

When our perceptions change it’s the beginning of a new dawn and for me that new dawn arose because the old ways, indeed the idiotic, abusive and self limiting ways implored my soul to re-awaken to all its true and timeless potential. As such and under the one to one guidance and training of many mentors. I embarked, many decades ago upon my own extremely arduous healing, clearing, learning and purification process. Indeed a journey and process that changed all things and for ever. For that journey and process was based upon core shamanic principles and yet it was a process that equally embodied a wide range of healing modalities e.g. mysticism, sufism, buddhism, quantum mechanics, gnostic, bio energy, kabbalist, alchemistic, nature embodiment, simplified living, healing herbs, light energy, soul healing, soul retrieval, law of light, law of love, seven principles of spiritual alignment, christ and magdalena energy, sweat lodge wisdom, rife technology, orgonite & tachyon therapy, animal totem integration, flower remedies, energy balancing, qx therapy, feedback therapy et al. Indeed a process so vast, so consuming and so utterly transforming that I feel I’m blessed to have been able to experience and transmute that which my soul clearly needed to evolve through, albeit ongoing. For in committing to that journey I was transformed into Finbar Medicine Crow and as such my souls drive now is to serve and offer my wisdom as directed, for when all things change, we change with them.

Raphael’s Legacy – Battling for the Right to Life

Medically abused and continually misdiagnosed too and ultimately abandoned by everyone and everything I’d ever put my trust in. I was implored to seek out answers and rebuild some sense of normality again. So began my Raphaels Legacy and journey into greater understanding through my very own dark night of the soul. A journey that changed everything and all my understandings forever.

Accepting Nigredo – Alchemy of the Soul

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to work with and through my very own nigredo. For on the mythological level, nigredo signifies the difficulties man has to overcome on his journey through that which is often referred to as the dark night of ones soul. And yet; psychologically, nigredo is the process of directing oneself to find self-knowledge, where ones problem is given full attention and reduced to its core. Thereafter a state of rest arises, when insight into the problem has been gained. But not before it has been worked out emotionally, and self knowledge has arisen upon how to handle it in a more positive way. Indeed a process where the building of a more pure attitude is the eventual outcome, via the journey into greater understanding and greater self acceptance.

Shamanic Gateway – Enabling Self Mastery

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the role of shamanic energy work. In identifying and releasing ancient energetic blocks and patterning which play their part in the physical manifestation of disease and illness. Indeed a natural alchemistic process through which the teacher, student and self healer all gain a much greater sense of self awareness and self acceptance.

Body of Work – Self Healing on Many Levels

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the potential for positive bifurcation via raw foods, amino acids, base elements and hormonal balancing. All part of extensive theoretical and practical; body work, including detoxing, healing and rebuilding beyond cellular level.

The Solomon Process – Body of Wisdom

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to distill ones learning and reconfigure ones understandings too. For only in doing so is one able to continually evolve. Therein the Solomon Process is an expansive process based not only upon challenge and acceptance, but also upon self love amidst self knowledge and authentic integration. Indeed the only true journey into a great body of wisdom.

Healing Souls – Reclaiming Our Personal Power

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to reclaim and own our personal power. For in addressing soul theft and soul loss we not only heal the past and present, but we by default create the right conditions for a much healthier and brighter future too. Therein this is an expansive process that is not only based upon understanding the role of our shadow side, but is actually based upon self love, self acceptance, self forgiveness and the authentic integration of all we’ve ever been.

Lightening our Load – Severing DNA Family Ties

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, it becomes essential to understand that those whom we shared our DNA linage with, very often are of a much lower vibration than we. As such they are a part of our lives which is all about being pushed into our eventual awakening. Difficult though it is and in greater part how difficult it’s been for us to journey with such souls, it’s imperative that when we know that we know, we must let them go with love. For despite all the heartache and traumas we’ve experienced in their being, they too have suffered and we must recognise that also, for that is the only way that we can set ourselves free. As such there is no point in exploring the whys and wherefores or indeed allowing such souls to continue to resonate within our lives. For only when the lessons have been learned can we truly release all directly and indirectly related energetic blocks. Indeed a pivotal point in our own evolution where we grow into who we are and as such no longer need their presence in any aspect of our future journey. Indeed a place where all their hatred and toxicity can no longer invade our being and as such lower our vibration. For only through our self-healing and releasing can we move back into alignment with our heart and the seat of all knowing, so it was, so it is and so it will always be.

Healing Akashic Records – Clearing Ancient Blocks

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to work with and through our akashic records and timeline blocks. For not only do we clear and heal ourselves which is a great blessing, but we indirectly heal and clear the blocks in many others, whom we’ve shared a life’s journey with.

Meaning of Life – Seeds of Transformation

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to once again realign with and embrace our true potential. For only in our compassionate acceptance of who we truly are, do we free ourselves from the illusionary sense of separation. A journey in and through which we graciously begin to understand. That; life in all its simplistically complex and often chaotic and nonsensical forms is simply an opportunity to experience, that which; our souls have a need to experience and in many cases heal that which needs to be healed within. Such that; no matter how wonderful or how challenging those experiences and any of our life journeys may be. It’s great to know that “love” is our only reason for being and that “life” is the vessel through which our love exponentially flows.

The Law of Light – Peace is Within

Working within the endless possibilities of our own healing journeys, I opened myself up to the timeless alchemistic process of remembering. In doing so; allowing and facilitating greater alignment with the law of light, all part of our own processing and healing, that changed all things and for ever.

Healing Our Sacred Heart – Raising Our Vibration

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to once again realign with and embrace the wisdom of our Divine Masculine “Christ Energy” with our Divine Feminine “Magdalene Energy” to self heal. For only in our compassionate integration of those timeless and high vibrational masculine and feminine energies, do we know, when we know and move back into true vibrational alignment.

Setting Boundaries – Optimising Energy Conservation

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to understand and implement personal and professional life style boundaries. For not to do so effectively compromises any attempt to optimise and conserve ones inherent life force and that’s simply a recipe for vibrational misalignment and ultimately highly preventable dis-ease. Now this isn’t an easy healing journey to undertake, especially if your natural predisposition is to be engaging. However my life’s journey helped me enormously on this self healing project and in the most graphical, testing and heartbreaking ways possible, bringing with it great change. Net result; I’m frequently asked these days “why is it so hard to get in contact with you Barry, emails and texts are blocked and your phone hardly ever seems to be on and when it is on it always goes to answer phone and you rarely return calls. Do you realise how frustrating that can be?”. My reply; “many years ago as I lay alone dreadfully ill in my freezing bed in a garden shed and all whilst being hounded by banks, credit card companies and debt collectors et al. It dawned upon me in the starkest of fashions that despite the way I’d always helped others and given without question or hesitation. All part of my own innate generosity of soul. The reality was that in my greatest time of need I didn’t have a single friend on this planet and not one single soul that loved me enough to care whether I lived or died. In fact the truth was I realised that I’d never truly loved myself and felt that perhaps this way my payback. At which point I made a commitment to myself that should I ever recover, that I would only be accessible as and when I wanted to be accessible. Because frankly, I don’t give a hoot how frustrating it is for others to get in contact with me now. For I learned my lesson well and I don’t need to be there for anyone anymore, for my only obligation is to honour myself and to serve on my terms, nothing more and nothing less”.

Soul to Soul – Evolving Consciousness

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, we begin to align with the imperative that we must raise our awareness of the subtle flows of energies in all our soul to soul interactions. For only in aligning, free from attachment, with our souls timeless awareness. Can we effortlessly navigate the ebbs and flows of the abstract, the duality and above all things the Omshanti love in and of all and whole. Indeed an innate call to evolve that implores us to embrace and move into a balanced state of being, which is the basis for all upward moving; soul to soul communications and greater self healing.

Healing Tones – Solfeggio Soul Music

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, we begin to align with the wisdom that is the pure vibration and music of our timeless soul. For music has the power to heal all our woes, such is the transformative power of solfeggio tones. Therein and as we raise our vibration we are guided and invited at out times of crisis and transition to bathe in those tones that unquestionably resonate with and open our heart. As such and during my own awakening which distilled down into many years of what is known as the dark nights of ones soul. I listened to Secret Gardens Nocturne several thousand times and somehow the grace and the wisdom embed in that track stilled my being and cleared my woes. A transitional point in all my understanding which in later years I would put to very good use. Such that in a most recent dramatic and traumatic transition I dissolved into David Bowies “where are we now”, The Temper Traps “sweet disposition”, U2’s “Angels, Too Tied to The Ground” and Tina Turners – Sarvesham Svastir Bhavatu (Peace Mantra). All in divine order, all listened to hundreds of times, for such is the grace within the music of our soul, that we are able to raise our vibration. Even when all seems bleak, all seems lost and all whilst our shadows revel in a peak performance of their fatuous and short term exaltation. Solfeggio Tones UT – 396 Hz – Liberating Guilt and Fear, RE – 417 Hz – Undoing Situations and Facilitating Change, MI – 528 Hz – Transformation and Miracles (DNA Repair), FA – 639 Hz – Connecting/Relationships, SOL – 741 Hz – Awakening Intuition, LA – 852 Hz – Returning to Spiritual Order

Stepping into the Abyss – Divine Alignment

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, at first we struggle, then we struggle some more. In fact all we ever seem to do is struggle, until that is we truly begin to understand the process of mind, body, soul alignment. For mind, body, soul alignment is all part of our timeless alchemistic journey. Indeed a journey through which we truly begin to understand the laws of spiritual alignment. For only then are we able to bring the laws of pure potentiality, giving, karma, least effort, intention, detachment and dharma into every area of our being. Yet this is far from an easy journey to undertake, for it is a journey through our shadows and fears that will and does test us to our core. Albeit in doing so, this really is the only journey through which we can actually choose to step into the abyss, observe and allow. For it is in the abyss where true self healing and self liberation, forever resplendently reside. As such and through this journey we come to know that we know, and in that knowing, all things change and for ever too. And that is the self healing power of aligning our mind, body soul with pure potentiality, giving, karma, least effort, intention, detachment and our dharma, indeed the very essence of anything and everything. A great read to help anyone on this journey is The Seven Laws of Spiritual Success by Deepak Chopra

Loving Heart – Releasing Suffering

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, we begin to truly understand the power of love in all our soul to soul interactions. For when we choose the path of love we move into complete acceptance of the law of love. Indeed that place, space and vibration, where self healing truly resides. A seminal point in all our understandings, where we recognise that we may as well embrace love of self and love of all, no matter how distasteful our own situation or the actions of others towards us may be. For in that place of love, there is no longer any need to dig our own grave or the graves of others. Simply because; when we choose to align with the law of love the self deluding imprisonment of all our self-limiting and manufactured suffering quickly falls away. To be replaced forever by the resplendent and eloquently constant companions of deep inner peace, greater understanding and compassion for and of all.

Awakening The Warrior – Peace Rests Within

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, it becomes essential to align with and awaken the warrior deep within us. For the warrior within us, knows better than anyone, how best to use and conserve our energy. And as we go deeper into those places where healing is needed, we become ever more accustomed to the ways of the peaceful warrior. Indeed the one who loves, yet the one who truly knows, when to attack and when to defend and more importantly when to allow and when to let go. For the true grace in reconnecting with our warrior energy deep within, is that we subtly raise our vibration and expand our understandings. And only in understanding do we stand firmly in all our personal power.

Inana Rakhma – Soul to Soul

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, it becomes essential to let go of that which no longer serves our soul. But that isn’t to say we must forget those who offered us gracious support during the dark night of our souls growth. For one of the greatest expressions of headache that any mortal can experience is to reconnect to and love with all their being, their timeless twin flame, only to then find that circumstances conspire to effectively destroy their mortal bond. However to touch someone’s soul and empower them to believe when all is lost is the most beautiful and gracious gift that any mortal can experience. And I am blessed because I was once very briefly loved by a truly beautiful soul and given the strength to continue when everything and all was lost. For she loved me when those who knew me well, those who’d benefited from my generosity of soul and those who shared my dna didn’t give a hoot about me. And for that I will be forever grateful and love her eternally. For her generosity of soul and my love for her were the only things that made planet earth bearable and for some time too and that is the grace in and living Inana Rakhma. Namaste KJG, may you one day, truly understand.

Self Alchemy – The Phoenix is Born

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, it becomes essential to align with the vibration of self alchemy. So many trials, so much chaos, so much breaking down until one finds that one is beginning to understand well. Thereafter one senses deep within ones heart that it is good to speak, good to hear, good to give, good to receive, good to be poor and good to be rich. For all things are woven together and all things are taken apart, all things are mingled, all things combined, all things mixed, all things separated, all things are moistened, all things are dried, all things bud and all things blossom within the vibration of the whole. For each, by method and by weight of the four elements, the interlacing and separation of the whole, so it was, so it is and so it will always be. 1. Calcination, 2. Dissolution, 3. Separation, 4. Conjunction, 5. Fermentation, 6. Distillation, 7. Coagulation a timeless process, a prize that is everything and yet nothing but greater understanding.

Tachyon Energy – Enhancing Our Flow

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the potential of Tachyon energy, for tachyon energy is the gateway to zero point energy, which greatly assists with positive bifurcation.

Natural Crystals – Self Healing Investigations

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the potential of natural crystals, for as natural energy generators and vibrators, crystals may assist with positive bifurcation.

Let’s Inspire – Changing Lives for the Better

Three of the greatest gifts we can ever give to others are our love, time and wisdom. For in doing so we not only raise our own vibration, but directly and indirectly we play our small part in helping them to raise their vibration too. Therein; “Let’s Inspire”​ is a very gentle and none intrusive process designed specifically to let people know that we’re thinking about them. For in truth let’s inspire is nothing more than a kind word or an inspirational message, yet those kind words and kind thoughts by default carry a highly transformative and empowering vibration. And the great thing is that we all have the potential to inspire anyone and everyone, because we all have the potential for that pure tone vibration which is unconditional love. So come on, we’ve all needed a helping hand at some point in our career and life’s journey and now it’s our time to play our supporting cameo role, so let’s get out there, Let’s Inspire !

For The Love of Dogs – Intuitive Healing

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the role of dogs in the process of positive bifurcation. All part of extensive practical investigations into wellness expressions etc, using hands-on and intuitive dog wisdom modalities.

Animal Totems – Messages from Spirit

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the role of animal totems in the process of wisdom exchange and positive bifurcation. All part of extensive practical investigations into wellness expressions etc, via intuitive and observational modalities.

Flower Remedies – Natural Energy Balancers

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the impact of flower remedies, for as natural energy balancers, flower remedies may assist with positive bifurcation.

Orgonite – Clearing Energetic Blocks

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential to explore the impact of orgonite upon energy balancing and clearing, for as a natural energy balancer, orgonite may assist with positive bifurcation.

The Healing Heart of Art – Joy in Creativity

Working towards optimum self healing, it became essential for me to reconnect with all aspects of nature unlocking the artist deep within. For in healing our hearts via our observations of the sublime artistry within all aspects of things, we unlock self love which greatly assists with positive bifurcations.

Butterfly Consciousness – Transformative Beings

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to once again realign with and embrace our true potential. For only in our compassionate acceptance of who we truly are, do we free ourselves from the illusionary sense of separation. At which point; nonsensical drama ceases to attract our attention. Thereafter anything and everything becomes possible, for we accept that we are timeless particles of star dust and therein; we are blessed with exponential, transformative potential.

The Art of Being – Real

Working towards optimum self healing, it becomes essential to once again realign with and embrace our true potential. But that only really becomes possible when we commit to being authentic and real and no other quote or way of being comes even remotely close for me to that state of being than this statement of intent so eloquently expressed by the wise and highly evolved José Micard Teixeira. “I no longer have patience for certain things, not because I’ve become arrogant, but simply because I reached a point in my life where I do not want to waste more time with what displeases me or hurts me. I have no patience for cynicism, excessive criticism and demands of any nature. I lost the will to please those who do not like me, to love those who do not love me and to smile at those who do not want to smile at me. I no longer spend a single minute on those who lie or want to manipulate. I decided not to coexist anymore with pretence, hypocrisy, dishonesty and cheap praise. I do not tolerate selective erudition nor academic arrogance. I do not adjust either to popular gossiping. I hate conflict and comparisons. I believe in a world of opposites and that’s why I avoid people with rigid and inflexible personalities. In friendship I dislike the lack of loyalty and betrayal. I do not get along with those who do not know how to give a compliment or a word of encouragement. Exaggerations bore me and I have difficulty accepting those who do not like animals. And on top of everything I have no patience for anyone who does not deserve my patience.” Namaste – José Micard Teixeira.

Bee Medicine – Following our Heart Beat Rhythm

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, it becomes essential to align with the ancient initiation process of mastering our body, mind and soul connection. For when our consciousness and understandings expand, so too does our capacity to radiate the light of our soul. At which point we begin to vibrate with a strand of timeless wisdom found only in bee medicine, which in turn further opens our heart to the secrets of life and the healing power in service. So it was, so it is, so it will always “Bee”

Soul Path – Trusting, Serving, Loving

Working towards our goal of optimum self healing, it becomes essential to align with and understand that when we are communicating with and trusting our spirit teachers and higher selves. Our feelings of utter and profound despair must be allowed, for in truth that despair is our inner eyes opening to the suffering of humanity. Indeed an immensely cathartic heart healing process that can only happen when our heart is open. For when our consciousness and understandings expand, so too does our capacity to radiate the light of our soul. Thereafter; we intuitively begin to love, serve and give free from attachment. At which point the universe responds accordingly and we know that we’re on the right path for our soul.

Shlama Alakhoom

As such and in closure I’m sharing this truly profound video created by a gentle man and gentle soul called Louis Lefebvre. The reason? Well I was simply mesmerised by this video and its sublime resonance with my own and ongoing pineal gland decalcification. Therein and for me, this video truly resonated with my own life changing spiritual transition. All part of my own alchemistic healing journey which ensures I undergo in line with hermetic principles so above, so below; Calcination, Dissolution, Separation, Conjunction, Fermentation, Distillation and Coagulation. Indeed a sublimely eloquent and ancient wisdom that always dissolves the old and heralds in the new. Therein; perhaps we’re all on the cusp of a brand new age at this time, who knows? All I know is that I like so many on this planet have moved to a place of greater understanding and in that understanding all things are changing and forever. NB all rights and copyrights for this video remain with its owner, producer, director Louis Lefebvre and distributor etc and not with the author and publisher of this blog and I trust that all readers of this post will respect those copyrights too.

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Authors Guide Notes In Relation to Contacting Him

I have no medical or clinical qualifications, therein; I only reply to emails where I can be of shamanic service, those looking for medical/clinical advice must seek that from appropriately qualified individuals. Equally I frequently change my email address as and when excess spam et al becomes an issue, so don’t worry if you have an email address for me which bounces. Simply fill in my contact form by clicking my shamanic image above and I’m sure to receive your email, albeit and unless I can help please note I won’t reply. Either way, I wish all a life filled with; love, light and peace. Namaste & Amen

My Hard Copy Self Help Books & e-Books – Summer Discounts

As I’ve reached another journeys end I thought I’d mark that auspicious event by discounting all of my self help books, therein to visit my authors spotlight and online book store simply click [ here ] alternatively and for ease of access I’ve also included five sample e-book links too, therein and to purchase an e-book version of my first self help book Raphael’s Legacy click [ here ] to purchase Stress at Close Quarters click [ here ] to purchase Anxiety at Close Quarters click [ here ] to purchase Depression at Close Quarters click [ here ] to purchase Surviving The Great Medical Care Swindle click [ here ]

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Journeys Ending

One Journey Ends, Another One Begins, Such is Eternal Healing

I Am That, I Am

I Am That, I Am

Its a gloriously crisp and sunny day in the heart of the Scottish Borders today and nature is singing, “spring is on its way”. That said; I too am feeling spring like for I know that I’m walking away from a thirty year dark winter. Indeed the end of a most dramatic, traumatic and life changing healing journey, to be replaced by a new healing, learning and clearing journey. That said and just over 25 years ago amidst my own and seemingly insurmountable darkness, I sat and chatted with my mentor of that time chief petty officer SB. A remarkable man who’d transformed his own inner knowings. Setting the scene; we met to discuss how I was doing after a period of deep introspection the result of his guidance on matters relating to self liberation and supportive reading. Therein; SB enquired where I was now at? My reply; “I’m sitting on a train inside a sleepy little train station, I have no idea where I’m going but I’m excited by the prospect of the journey that’s about to unfold”. Little did I know then that that journey would thrust me into the alchemistic fires of calcination, dissolution, separation, conjunction, fermentation, distillation and coagulation consuming almost 80% of my current mortality. Year after year breaking me down and stripping away that which did not serve my higher self. Which in essence was the most painful and brutalising nihilism journey that I could possibly undertake. All part of my own gut wrenching hero’s journey, a journey which frankly changed all things and forever, for when all things change, we change with them. Indeed that very point when I truly understood self love, selfless love and unconditional love and the I am that I am. That very point where the glow of my soul, eclipsed all my mortal woes and they all fell away like autumn leaves in a stiff breeze. Indeed that point where I truly understood and wholeheartedly acknowledged for the first time in my mortality, that I am who I am not because of all the suffering and pain I’ve endured. But because I’m an instinctive and courageous; multidimensional thinker and above all things; a divine and timeless spiritual being as we all are too.

The Alchemist, Shaman and Shamanic Self Healer Within

Many years on and with much personal insight, wisdom and understanding gathered along the way, I realised several months ago that my current healing journey was coming to an end and that I was on the cusp of a brand new healing journey. Perhaps that’s why I committed to writing my numerous “an exercise in – posts”, all part of documenting my own personal healing and releasing, who knows? All I know is that when spirit nudges resistance is futile and I’ve embraced that energetic flow wholeheartedly and for some considerable time now. That said and earlier this week I was having a catch up with my shamanic mentor and as ever we discussed that most pertinent to my healing and clearing. Therein and one of the things we discussed was that I felt no inclination to write anymore. Smiling she replied; “that’s very normal for soul journeys like yours, for often I’ve observed that those old souls committed to mastering the magician and warrior that resides deep within them, all to often and for no apparent reason simply evaporate into the ether”. Followed by; “and that’s really alright Barry, for as you’ve already indicated that journey is over”. Now of course and yes as my mentor stated it really is alright, but for me, well I felt sort of uneasy with the apparent lack of closure, because I believe closure always brings with it greater overall healing and healing is the greatest gift on this planet.

Therein and with that state of unease, perhaps heightened by a stream of email enquiries in recent weeks asking; “why no writing and am I okay?” I was compelled to write this “journeys ending” post today. For it was important that I articulated that all was indeed well and that the absence of new posts simply reflected my current journeys ending. Therein its important that I articulate that I will be writing one final post after this journeys ending post and that post will be called An Exercise in The Art of Muchness. However this blog will remain active for a little while and there’s a very real possibility that I will refine certain posts. That said and why no more posts my followers and readers may rightfully ask? Well my Raphael’s Legacy healing journey has reached its conclusion and I believe that once you’ve read my post “An Exercise in The Art of Muchness” you’ll understand that all future writings and presentations will take on subtly different topics. Therein; as and when the timing is right I will post a link on my home page to any new blog or indeed YouTube presentations that I create in the coming months and years.

In the interim period I’d like to extend my grateful thanks to all My Raphael’s Legacy blog readers and followers one and all for the warmth of your company during my often testing journey. Namaste

In Closing; A Little Bit of Healing Wisdom, Food For Ones Soul

Self Love is Self Acceptance

Healing is Self Love

I’ve been told many times in this my current mortality that; “I can’t do this and I shouldn’t do that and above all things there’s nothing that “they” can do to help me”. Nevertheless and time after time amidst my unrelenting darkness I ignored such complete and utter nonsense, for not to do so would have resulted in my stagnation and premature expiry. Therein; its important to note that we alone ultimately choose just how we will live out our mortality. We can choose to stay asleep and grub around in the darkness, or we can reach for the light and evolve. Well hard though it’s often been I’ve always reached for the light, for my soul craved healing and the grace in vibrational alignment, for alignment is the god force within all. Therein; moving back into vibrational alignment is the process of healing ones body, clearing ones mind and freeing ones soul. A sublimely eloquent and synergistic coming together, with one central goal; “to remove from ones being all forms of dis-ease”. In essence a simple, yet timeless alchemistic process, that really has no beginnings and certainly no endings, for we are eternal, we are one and anything and everything.

Amen

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Authors Guide Notes In Relation to Contacting Him

I have no medical or clinical qualifications, therein; I only reply to emails where I can be of shamanic service, those looking for medical/clinical advice must seek that from appropriately qualified individuals. Equally I frequently change my email address as and when excess spam et al becomes an issue, so don’t worry if you have an email address for me which bounces. Simply fill in my contact form by clicking my shamanic image above and I’m sure to receive your email, albeit and unless I can help please note I won’t reply. Either way, I wish all a life filled with; love, light and peace. Namaste & Amen

My Hard Copy Self Help Books & e-Books – Summer Discounts

As I’ve reached another journeys end I thought I’d mark that auspicious event by discounting all of my self help books, therein to visit my authors spotlight and online book store simply click [ here ] alternatively and for ease of access I’ve also included five sample e-book links too, therein and to purchase an e-book version of my first self help book Raphael’s Legacy click [ here ] to purchase Stress at Close Quarters click [ here ] to purchase Anxiety at Close Quarters click [ here ] to purchase Depression at Close Quarters click [ here ] to purchase Surviving The Great Medical Care Swindle click [ here ]

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Pain & Soul Growth

It’s Easy To Laugh Sometimes, When The Wish and Question are So Sincere

Healing Begins With Self Love

Self Alchemy is Healing of the Soul

I’m frequently informed by those I interact with that they wish that they were more spiritual, followed by; “how do I achieve that?” I on my part frequently burst into laughter and my retort is simple; “be very careful what you wish for because spiritual growth can be painful”. My reply however is often greeted by either a look of horror or indeed consternation because as we all know, we mortals really don’t do painful or do we? Well I do, in fact I’ve done pain to abundance but that’s not because I like pain, I don’t, pain is simply an innate aspect of our eternal desire to either stagnate or evolve. That said; my desire has always been to evolve for in breaking down the old we are able to build anew. At which point we’re truly able to revel in our timeless and owe-inspiring potential. Not an easy process yet a process that changes all things and forever and below is a chapter from my own healing journey which demonstrates that point most graphically i.e. transforming my muddy waters into liquid gold. However and to set the scene; several millenniums ago when I worked as an asset strategist, there was a time when I turned down an incredibly lucrative and long term role to take up a short term interim role lacking in any value adding liquidity. Why did I do that you may ask? Well I felt the latter role would be the better role for my longer term career and so was worth a degree of fiscal sacrifice. Hilarious now and in hindsight, for what I didn’t know then was that not only would that role effectively end my old career, but it would also play its part in jettisoning me into the most painful soul growth I’d experienced for some time.

The Insanity & Betrayal That Distilled My Muddy Waters into Liquid Gold

Self Love is Healing

Self Love is Healing

I walked into a business screaming about the need for change yet a business floundering at the same time in a sea of psychotic and game playing inertia. On day one I discovered and to my horror that the guy I reported into whilst reportedly well educated was a complete incompetent and both the stooge and puppet of much darker agendas. To make matters worse it quickly transpired that I had committed to working in a highly toxic and psychotic environment consisting of the; “US – the business identity”, the “THEM – a sociopathic consulting firm out to milk the “US” for all they were worth” and of course “ME all alone”. By day three I’d completely detached from the puppet because I found out very quickly that he wasn’t in the least bit interested in doing the right things, in fact, everything seemed beyond his technical grasp and business change understandings. For he was a lightweight and simply a self prostituting pawn. By day five and feeling incredibly exposed I endeavoured to create a “WE” within all the madness. In essence a sanity team which consisted of the four key players from within the “US” who’d been chosen to deliver the change programme with my support. Well very quickly one of the potential “WE” made his agenda clear and he was sticking close to the puppet and also to the psychotic power that existed within the “US and THEM”. Another of the potential “WE” whilst outwardly presenting a charismatic front was actually a guy racked with tremendous self doubt and fear. Therein; he too made it crystal clear that whilst he was happy to play at being a “WE” the only thing that really mattered to him was getting that which best served his personal needs. Net result; he wasn’t even remotely interested in supporting or helping anyone else or indeed diluting his boundaries or perceived needs, for like all Machiavellians, he was highly accomplished at playing the game and using others. In essence a guy very well versed in sitting on the proverbial fence, whilst never ever missing a meal. The two remaining and most vulnerable “US” jumped at the opportunity of becoming the “WE” with me, creating our own little point of sanity within all the madness. Therein and as the weeks unfolded, I guided, mentored and protected the two “WE” from the rabid psychosis of the utterly unscrupulous and treacherous “THEM” and of course the paranoia of the “US machine”. My gracious reward for that at the point the two “WE” were no longer vulnerable was for them both to morph back into the sickeningly amoral and self serving energetic bacteria that they’d always been. Therein; aligning themselves with all the self serving madness of the; “US, THEM and PUPPET” psychosis and to hell with “ME”. In doing so proactively exiling me to the wilderness of whispers, sniggers and innuendo, there to complete my final acts and tasks alone. Before the higher ranking of the two former “WE” instructed his puppet “WE” to put me to the sword. In essence a brutal betrayal lacking in any form of morality, sensitivity or decency. A truly harrowing mortal experience and for a whole host of reasons. For I felt truly violated, sodomised and raped, therein; experiencing every conceivable treacherous energetic assault upon my being. Each one of those horrendous insults and all in their sum simply rocking me and my understandings to the core of my foundations. Therein and such was the level of deceit and the psychosis that I’d some how opened myself up to and for, that I was compelled to re-evaluate my entire being. A tsunami of a process which smashed down my tower into unrecognisable pieces, in its wake destroying each and everyone of all my inherited and treasured love relationships. Thrusting me bewildered, angry and completely alone into a baron landscape to some how find my way back home, a process that was one of my greatest periods of soul growth in recent times. A truly powerful healing journey that changed my sense of being and all things and forever, for at that time I had a choice; do I roll over and give up or do I heal and accept my remembering. Well I chose healing and of course my eternal remembering because that is my journey and my journey is one of soul growth. A truly profound and life changing spiritual transition all part of my own alchemistic healing journey which saw me undergo in line with hermetic principles so above, so below; Calcination, Dissolution, Separation, Conjunction, Fermentation, Distillation and Coagulation. Indeed a sublimely eloquent and ancient process wisdom that is wonderfully explained and in great detail too by the Luxor Medias video below. Namaste

Just so you know; this Luxor Media video production is about 1 hour long in duration, nevertheless it is a wonderful piece of work, therein; my view is that the viewing of this explanatory video does constitute an hour well spent. That said; all rights and copyrights for this video remain with its owners, producers and distributors et al and not with the author and publisher of this blog and I trust that all visitors to my blog and readers of this post will respect those copyrights too.

Authors Concluding Notes

Healing is Self Love

Love is All

If ever there was a better example of the pain in my healing journey the one above simply eclipses all before it. For it came on the back of a very long battle for my life, yet a point where my domestications were taking centre stage again and I felt that I was on the right track once more. I guess that’s why my soul implored me to take that dreadfully painful journey and utterly treacherous and psychotic role. For it knew that only in smashing my tower to the ground, could I truly awaken and commit to and therein embrace my full potential. Such that and in embarking upon that journey better soul am I for only in the pain of the destruction of my domestications was I set free. Now that doesn’t mean that the shadows of that journey don’t rise up from time to time and fill me in the moment with both sadness and anger, they do. However such has been my healing journey that they’re quickly eclipsed by my own innate sense of self love in and of the grace of leaving such insanity well and truly behind me. For my way became the way of the shaman, an alchemistic process as old as time itself designed to transform all my muddy waters into resplendent liquid gold. And as for the other players who performed such exceptional roles in my crisis and very painful call to heal? Well they all got what they wanted and none of what they clearly needed, but they will, all in good time, for that is the grace in and of the law of attraction. That said; its an extraordinary vibration that point when we reach the end of a painful healing journey. For the pain is still there attempting to tear strips from our soul, but it doesn’t hurt anymore and as for our beliefs, our truths and of course all of our trusts that were shattered during our healing process. Well they’re eloquently pulverised into ultra fine dust that is scattered before us, creating a carpet upon which to rest our weary bones. Third eye wide open staring into the stillness that is; oneness and knowing. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Greater Understanding

Healing Begins With Self Love, Releasing; Greater Inner Peace

Healing is Self Love

Healing is Self Love

Well another brand new year is upon us all in what is of course a complete illusion. For all those who’ve awakened or indeed those who are in the process of awakening right now, understand, that we’re all one and eternal and that time is a complete irrelevancy. That said; I’ve been asked many times during my current mortality just what are the most powerful things I’ve learned on my own healing journey into remembering.

My reply; “well I’ve learned many things on my long healing journey and also remembered many things too, the most important of which is that I now have a clear understanding of who I really am, including the sublime grace in and of my own healing. For I am timeless like you and healing is not the product of insane, fundamentally flawed and morally bankrupt medical dogma, its much more robust, far more gracious and hence a truly liberating process. Because true healing begins with self love, is based upon sound medical science, imbues and exudes great personal understanding. Indeed its a divine process that can only culminate once the very necessary clearing of all self limiting energetic blocks from our entire being and timelines is undertaken. In essence; its a timeless and ageless [ alchemistic process ] as old as light itself. That’s precisely why I will always help or correct an enquiring soul or indeed a wise man at any stage of both theirs and my own healing journey for we understand and appreciate the grace bestowed upon our soul through the acquisition of great wisdom, for great wisdom is freedom”.

That said; “the second most important thing I’ve learned is never ever try to help or indeed correct a fool from their foolish ways, for the fool in the end always hates those who shine a light upon their foolishness. For in wisdom there is great healing and in healing there is always greater peace and greater peace begets unimaginable freedom. A state of being which the fool is far to foolish to embrace, for all fools choose to live out their foolishness amidst the baron lands of ignorance and fear. A landscape where wisdom and reason are always shunned and for good reason too, for the fools world is a world filled to overflowing with; self delusions, overt resentments and lots of poor me’s. Therein; a wiseman sees, understands and accepts the fool for what he is, for he knows not and knows not that he knows not is a fool and all one can do is love, yet shun him”.

Finally and probably the most important thing that I’ve learned is that; “there are some truly dreadful and truly evil alien life forms on this planet masquerading as mortals. Life forms that are pure dark energy and lacking in any tangible aspect of light about their being. Indeed life forms that are truly insane, truly malicious, capable of the most horrendously cruel acts and who lack any form of decency. Life forms that are referred to as sociopaths by our medical world who appear completely oblivious to those evil aliens true origin. Therein; hard has been my learning around such utter monsters, yet wise am I now when I spot one from a hundred yards. Because I’ve learned and in the most brutal fashion possible that you can’t heal, can’t inspire evolution and you certainly can’t have a healthy relationship or life with or where a sociopath is present. For they are self obsessed and completely self serving, therein they have no visible vibration and are completely lacking in all that which we should care to hold dear. That’s precisely why I will remain forever committed to [ forewarning and hence forearming ] any vulnerable soul who is griped within a sociopaths grasp. For that is my way, the way of the shaman”.

Healing Begins With Self Love

Healing Begins With Self Love

Now frequently there’s a look of complete consternation on the face of my enquirers and I suspect the reason for that is that the simplicity of my candour doesn’t quit match up to their grandiose expectations of me. Yet what they don’t get and I completely understand that is that simplicity has the power to change even the most resistant of forces et al. For simplicity completely disarms the tyrannical grip of ones ego and its ones ego that truly has the power to impoverish ones mortal well-being and soul. That said; it took me the best part of 40 years to distill all the simplicity in and from all my learnings, 40 years of very necessary and yet implicitly unnecessary pain, struggle and suffering. However in breaking down the battlements of my left brain domineering ego whilst in that process destroying the facades of morally bankrupt dogma I stepped forward and with clarity and embraced my true potential. Indeed the point when all things changed and forever, for me and such was the powerful impact of my [ warrior of light ] transition upon my being. That I would implore all those struggling for answers right now, to commit to their own personal awakening, for self love begets healing and healing begets greater and greater inner peace. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Embracing Self Liberation

Trust In Your Journey & Be of Good Cheer, Your Prize is Unbridled Freedom

Self Love is Self Acceptance

Self Love is Self Acceptance

I was asked by someone recently “when do I get through all the crap Baz and start being more like you?” My initial response was to laugh out loud at both the innocent naivety and sheer absurdity of the question because that’s what I needed to do. That said I then followed that spontaneous outburst up by explaining to the enquirer that my laughter was neither a rebuke of them, nor was that a manifestation of my own arrogance. It was simply the release of that deep within me, that resonated succinctly with the enquirers own mortal consternations. The reason? Well there have been many times during my own awakening and remembering that I have certainly felt; “blimey I can’t take anymore of this, I mean, where is the ending and the beginning of the new me”. All the product of trekking for year upon year, across a truly baron landscape whilst in the process working through things that I felt that I’d cleared many years before. Over and over so my journey seems to unfolded year upon year, it’s enough to test the resolve of anyone and indeed force them to question their own sanity. The funny thing is however “albeit often no laughing matter at all” is that it’s not so unusual to experience this dilemma and why would it be anyway. Given that this very normal assault upon our ego which often creates an overwhelming sense of drudgery and consternation is all part of the timeless process of navigating the plateaus of self liberation which in truth really has no ending for we are all eternal. Thats why and whilst not nice at times, I accepted many years ago, that its best not to fight this process and much better to simply go with the flow.

Battling For The Right To Life

Battling For The Right To Life

Because that flow will take us to precisely where we need to go thereafter lifting us up and onto an even higher plateau of self awareness. For only in self awareness and of course self acceptance are we able to truly embrace the often torturous and polarising nature of our self liberation. And all because self liberation and the sense of elation and unimaginable self love that it brings with it is the divine force that frees us all from our overt and self limiting social domestications. All part of a state of being that changes all things and for ever. For he who pursues the path of wisdom understands instinctively that that is a journey into his true potential. Because only self liberation has the power to set us free from all the noise, endless chatter and of course all the pollution from our domestication. Each and all in their sum serving only to stifle and hence impoverish our overall vibration. That’s precisely why I chose to embark upon my own healing journey into freedom. Simply because; all the noise and all the chatter in the end simply bored me senseless. What’s more I knew that I was worth so much more than spending my entire mortality grubbing around in the bondage of completely manufactured and intangible fears. Systemic patriarchal fears, all the derivative of utterly insane yet overt social domestication that had absolutely nothing to do with my natural inclinations given they were at odds with my divine blueprint. Therein; all things change and we change with them, so it was, so it is and so it will always be, no if’s, no but’s and no maybes’. Indeed a shamanic way of being, sensing, seeing and feeling that set me free from that which was [ killing me ] helping me to embrace my very own self liberation. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Recent Articles You May Wish To Read

If you’d like to read why and how I underwent extensive shamanic training and effectively changed career direction you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in energy medicine, all and wholeness” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my own “exercise in letting go of my dark night of the soul blocks” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “balance is self love and self acceptance”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “embracing the awakening in our souls healing medicine” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “follow your heart, embrace your uniqueness”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ]

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2013 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Working Through Deep Hurt

Working Through The Hurt of Self Limiting Energetic Blocks & Power Loss

Shamanic Healing & Wisdom

Shamanic Healing & Wisdom

Working through our hurts, our hurts, our deep seated hurts is probably the hardest journey we’ll ever undertake as mortals. Yet the payback from that journey is probably the greatest gift we’ll ever receive too, all part of our souls eternal journey back into remembering. For that is the journey that lifts us free from all the illusions and delusions of our overt domestication. That said; be under no illusion, that is a highly traumatic journey that takes us to lots of dark and secret vaults filled to overflowing with all our energetic blocks. Not very nice places to visit and for a whole host reasons too, however; once we’ve returned from that darkness, the great news is all things change and for ever. And the reason? Well that journey imbues the brutal process of rebirth via the fire, where we must face up to our shadow side and take full responsibility and in essence own all of our energetic self limitations. That said; my healing journey to release my hurts, my hurts all my deep seated hurts truly began at the point I committed fully to “recognising the conscious acts of my mortality”. At which point my life dynamics changed completely and I changed accordingly too and if you’d like to read more about that awakening journey and process you can read more by simply clicking [ here ] Equally my conscious act of; “reclaiming my power” indeed that power which was stolen from me as a child commenced some time ago too and again that is a necessary aspect of releasing our hurts and moving back into vibrational alignment and owning our own personal power. That said and if you’d like to read about how I began reclaiming my personal power you can read more about that journey by simply clicking [ here ] where there are links to shamanic healing views and free publications by Kay Gilliard and Tom Kenyon.

Acknowledging The Instinctive Gifts of Pure Love is an Essential Component

Shamanic Energy Medicine

Shamanic Energy Medicine

I make no secret of the fact that I’ve had an extremely challenging mortality and because of that I have very few cherished memories that I can look back upon or indeed hold dear in times of great despair. Nevertheless I do feel I’m blessed to have received three powerful gifts of pure love in my life indeed a hug, a rose and a kiss. All instinctive and all unconditional and therein all the greatest gifts I’ve ever received, but hey don’t just take my word for it, have a read and draw your own conclusions, all of which were acknowledged, during the process of clearing the hurts from my own [ eagles journey ]

A Hug From A Giant

I was once mentored by a giant filled with love, a giant with such warmth and such generosity that he shaped my very way of seeing and of being. That man was my granddad and in the days just before he passed away, he hugged me like he’d never hugged me before. No words did he speak only tears rolled down his face and in that moment we both knew that his time here as a mortal was coming to an end. Therein and as ever in controlling his pain with dignity, he filled my heart with enough love to last me several life times for we were one in unconditional love and for ever. Namaste

A Rose From A Rose

As a battled for my life in a body ravaged by pain and disease an innocent little girl gave me a fragrant wild purple Rose and kiss on the cheek one bright summers morning. With only the words “I’ve picked this especially for you, stay safe bazdad, thank you for loving me and making my mum so happy, just so you know bazdad I love you too”. Such was the purity and power of that gift of love that in that moment it blew me away, yet in the process blessed me with a renewed sense of determination. Heaven only knows where that additional resolve came from, however that is the power of love a simply almighty force, a force that no other force can eclipse or indeed equal. Namaste

A Kiss From An Angel

In the midst of a storm all men are alone and yet for some if they are of good heart they may just be blessed by the company of an angel. Therein I was once kissed by an angel at the point I was all but spent, saying only this; “O baz I do love you, please don’t leave me, you know I’m here for you always, you can and you will get better trust me”. A turning point for me where my personal resolve contradicted all of my mortal pain, all of my mortal sufferings and all that which was being clinically articulated too. Once again a clear demonstration that there is no greater gift than the power of unconditional love, for unconditional love has the power to rewrite anything and everything. Namaste

Authors Dedication & Concluding Notes

Shamanic Wisdom and Healing

Shamanic Wisdom and Healing

This post is dedicated to the very few who have cared enough to love me, the very few who helped me heal and resolve my many energetic blocks. A special thanks goes out to my shamanic mentor Briony Stott too, for her support, her wisdom and her generosity of soul. That said; I have no idea what the future holds for me, or how many more tests I will have to overcome before I take my last breath. Equally I have no idea just how much unconditional love I will receive and give, but really that’s of very little significance. If there’s one thing I’ve learned via my own shamanic healing journey it’s that we cannot possibly love, heal or save any other soul that doesn’t want to be loved, healed or saved. Therein our journey must remain focused and clear at all times affording us the love and the grace to stand back and read all the messages and signs as they present. For there is no healing and certainly no pure love, where we seek love via acts of insincerity.

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Recent Articles You May Wish To Read

If you’d like to read why and how I underwent extensive shamanic training and effectively changed career direction you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in energy medicine, all and wholeness” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ]

If you’d like to read more about my own “exercise in letting go of my dark night of the soul blocks” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ]

If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “balance is self love and self acceptance”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “embracing the awakening in our souls healing medicine” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “follow your heart, embrace your uniqueness”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ]

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2013 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Self Awareness, Dear Soul !

I’m Consciously Aware of My Souls Consciousness, But Are You Dear Soul?

Shamanic Energy Medicine

Shamanic Energy Medicine

Where are you going dear soul in your fast asleep attire?

Do you know, do you care and are you truly in control?

Are you happy or frustrated by the journey before you?

Can you see where your going or are you being driven?

Does life inspire you and fill you with love to overflowing?

If not, why not and is it not time to take stock dear soul?

For you’re so much more than that which you currently believe!

Therein; is it not time that you embraced your souls true potential?

Wake up dear soul, wake up dear soul, its time to rise again from your slumbers.

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Recent Articles You May Wish To Read

If you’d like to read why and how I underwent extensive shamanic training and effectively changed career direction you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in energy medicine, all and wholeness” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ]

If you’d like to read more about my own “exercise in letting go of my dark night of the soul blocks” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in power and energy conservation”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “an exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ]

If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “letting go is all about embracing the pain in our changing”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “balance is self love and self acceptance”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “I seek to harm no one, my quest is to simply heal”, you can do so by clicking [ here ]

If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “we only find out who we are at the bequest of our soul”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “the power of flowers is simply immense”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “change your life story and move back into your power” a brief insight into vibrational alignment click [ here ]

If you’d like to read my article how walking with and in the footsteps of giants really changes our lives, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “acknowledging the divine feminine” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read my article “embracing the awakening in our souls healing medicine” you can do so by simply clicking [ here ] If you’d like to read more about my supporting article “follow your heart, embrace your uniqueness”, you can do so by simply clicking [ here ]

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2013 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!