Authenticity is Loving Unconditionally and Healing on Many Levels Too
I spent an extraordinary part of my mortality complying to the systemic domestication and indoctrination that was imposed upon me as a child.
Such was the accomplished nature of that nonsense that I did my dutiful best for over 30 years.
To excel in the often insane and psychotic worlds of professional engineering and of course the sociopathic worlds of me, me, me business management too.
For I truly believed in all the illusions of the “not really me” such was the compelling power and perverse nature of my domestication.
That being said and despite the corrosive nature of my self limiting indoctrination, I must confess that try as I may to suppress all of my natural inclinations. I was always extremely troubled by; the instinctive conduct and nature of my DNA birth family and my personal and professional peers alike.
Conduct that always gravitated towards the darker side of mortality, where deceit, doing as little as possible and stabbing me in the back was in the greater part a full time preoccupation. Silly really and yet; for many years a complete mystery to me.
I suspect that’s why I searched for greater meaning in my life, a process which saw me challenge and leave behind much of the polarising religious nonsense and systemic cultural hypocrisy that had and was still being overtly imposed upon me.
All part of my own process of personal expansion and journey into remembering which saw me exploring and ultimately embracing core aspects of Buddhism et al and the unifying and liberating process of oneness.
I guess that’s why and as my self liberation process picked up momentum and I was propelled into my own shamanic healing and training journey. That I quickly found that I needed a necessary change in direction because I could no longer accommodate the; “not really me”.
For I was drawn to be that which I was actually born to be; a free spirit, a shaman and above all things vibrationally aligned. Amen
Breaking Through the; “Not Really Me” is to Embrace Our Power and Glory
It wasn’t until I’d worked through the disembodiment of my “not really me illusions” that I began to understand just who I really was and more importantly just who I really wasn’t either. For in committing to my shamanic healing and training I unraveled just why it was that my former professional peers felt so ill at ease with me and more importantly why I felt so ill at ease with and around them.
You see; as the embodiment of white light my nature was and always has been one of love and continual expansion, whereas their’s was one of fear and ultimately; stagnation. In essence; the eternal paradox between being and simply existing.
That being said and having worked with and through terminal illness and several chronic illnesses too, I thought I’d experienced the cutting edge of mortal pain and suffering, in fact I thought I’d done mortal pain and suffering and to excess too.
However and without any shadow of a doubt, working through the disembodiment of my self limiting domestication and indoctrination. Was the singularly most painful process I’ve ever experienced as a mortal.
For it was indeed; pain beyond pain as I slowly released, reconnected and eventually remembered my divine blue print. And yet better am I for the pain of that process, for in commencing upon my shamanic healing journey, for the first time in my mortality I truly began to honour my soul.
Therein and without that call to heal from my soul I could have spent my entire mortality, playing the part of the “not really me”. Which is why these days I can actually smile to myself about the sheer absurdity of wasting so many years, consumed by the complete and utter nonsense of Barry Hardy the; “not really me”.
Because frankly and as an essential aspect of the eternal living flame, I’m not here to simply smoulder within the psychosis of the “not really me”, I’m here to burn brightly and illuminate as the living flame must do.
Whilst also playing my part in lighting the way for others, especially those who like myself are equally committed to the process of abstract, abstraction and of course; unconditional love and ultimately ascension too. Amen
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Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.
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