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It’s a fine balancing act between the ego and ones higher self

Saturday, it’s cold and I’m not feeling to great but I have to go into town because I have a problem with my mobile phone. I walk by a guy standing motionless behind a sign, handing out business cards to which I say; “no thanks”.

Phone dropped off, replacement in pocket, walk by guy the guy behind the sign again, he offers me a business card again, I stop and take a double take. Hmnnnnn what are you selling dude I ask. At which point the guys goes into an over the top Baptist hard sell theme, explaining that god is very angry, not just angry but very, very angry indeed.

I let the guy rattle on for about 2 or 3 minutes and then I stop him and say; “to be honest I love passion, can’t stand dogma, if you won’t to win hearts dude drop the anger and try a little bit more love”.

At that point a guy from the wings approaches and asks; “which church are you two from because I’m getting a calling” whilst continually looking at me. Baptist guy tells him which church he worships at, whilst the guy keeps looking at me, but I say absolutely nothing.

Guy from the wings leaves the scene promptly, Baptist guys says; “isn’t it strange how those things happen”, I reply; “not at all they happen all the time, all one needs is to be open and receptive”.

Baptist guys then says; “where were we at?” I say; “I was just about to bid you good day” at which point Baptist guy says hope to see you church one day soon. I smile and simply say to the guy; “in your dreams, but please do explore the root cause of your anger and when you’ve found and dealt with it perhaps we can have a real conversation, until then softy, softly does it dude, yes?”.

Okay here’s the dilemma; did I drift into my own ego and think the guy from the wings was actually attracted by my energy, o yes got me hook line and sinker there. Fortunately my higher self played a vital blocking role there by stopping my ego from being consumed by the situation completely.

Was the guy from the wings actually a stooge all part of a very clever game, who knows? But as I ran the script over again whilst walking back to my car, it certainly felt that way to me. But hey who knows, all I know is that the incident intrigued, stimulated and amused me and put a slightly different twist upon a journey I’d rather not have had to make. So there you go, there’s always something new for us to candidly explore, even when simply participating in run of the mill tasks.

Authors Concluding Notes

I think the moral of this experience is that when the ego is in play, it’s all to easy to ignore one’s higher self. That’s why learning the balance between accepting and overriding its divine intervention, takes many years to perfect. I’m certainly well short of where I’d like to be, right now, still work in progress I’d say.

Is god angry? Well as far as I’m concerned god isn’t angry, for if he was than there would be no love or light at all in this world. I think the thing we must remember when exploring the god force with fellow mortals is that it means some many things to many different kinds of peoples. Perhaps that’s where the anger originates from who knows?

All I know is; god is great, god is love and god is also very angry depending upon which mortal is explaining their belief structures to you. I personally don’t have a problem with anyones free will to believe in and what they choose to believe in. I do however get extremely nervous when their polarity of expression deviates greatly from where I want to be.

Okay where do you want to be dude you may ask. To which my answer would be; in a place where mutuality of intent is universally systemic and where love and peace balance out agitation and anger sublimely. For that is the aspirational god force I personally seek, a place where ones soul feels truly at home.

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Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

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I Do Not Seek Revenge Only Release From Their Psychosis

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I call upon Archangel Michael daily, for he’s the master slayer of evil and those of evil intent and boy as one of the 1960′s starseed generation, I certainly need all the divine help that I can get.

Simply because I seemed to have spent my entire life surrounded, undermined and abused by repressive and malicious dark energy, consistently directed towards me. A sense of reality which began way back as a child, the result of the acts of my vindictive older sibling. Who simply revelled in his corporal punishment fiefdom every time our parents were not around.

Thereafter and throughout my entire adult life I’ve been the constant subject of utterly puerile and malicious attacks, from both my older and younger sibling alike. The result I suspect of their own personal limitations and their utter annoyance with me and the positive relationship that I had with our dad and still have with our mother.

A situation that if not bad enough was made significantly more distressing growing up and into my own power, the result of utter psychosis directed towards my entire birth family which originated from tenuous strands of my patriarchal DNA. In fact no matter where I’ve been or indeed what I may doing in this life. It seems that every lunatic dark one that I meet seems to think they have the right to undermine, hurt or disrespect me. Now that’s not simply down to me because I’m some sort of half-witted neurotic who just loves playing the victim. It’s actually just the way it is for most of the starseed, crystal and indigo peoples.

A difficult situation which makes dealing with ones own sense of self, initially a little more complex then it really needs to be. Especially as one works through one’s own emotional baggage, hooks and pre-programmed psychological contradictions. In all honesty I wouldn’t really say that self analysing is an easy process to work through at all. Yet via that process I have learned a lot of hard facts about mortals including; their role in my own karmic clearing process. One of those facts being that; evil and evil intent no matter its source, is utterly contemptible and hence implicitly self serving. Its an attack designed to bring only destructive energy with it and to be honest who needs that in their life day after day.

Therein and after many years where my natural inclination was to forgive or indeed try to help where I could, I’ve reached the point now where I see evil for precisely what it is. Because of that I’m now of the opinion that evil must NOT be treated with compassion or indeed offered any form of forgiveness. It MUST be treated with the utter contempt and assigned like for like brutality with no short measures. Simply because; that’s all pure evil karmically deserves from any mortal based here on the earth plane. Now hey; that’s not just me simply going down the proverbial eye for eye worm hole here. It’s simply a universal karmic rebalancing act, which one fails to understand and certainly at ones peril. Especially when dealing with this amongst us who live in a mindset of pure evil intent, irrespective of whether they are consciously or unconsciously simply fast asleep.

That being said; I’ve moved more and more into my own power over recent years and have certainly improved my own self protection and griding. Therein I’ve anchored universal affirmations and self protection scripts to block ALL evil and evil intent directed towards me especially from my siblings and associated DNA. Instead those corruptions are now being redirected immediately back to their sender with an amplified magnitude. Which I hope at some point really makes those individuals sit up and take note. Therein; affording them the opportunity to make some very necessary life changing alterations, which I’m of the opinion; need to be made sooner rather than later.

I must stress here that in doing this there is no black magic, no curse or anything malicious like that being put in place by my actions. This is simply me asking the universe to protect me because do you know what? I actually deserve much better protection and certainly more than I’ve had prior to putting this in place and that’s only fair. It’s also a statement of intent to those guilty of such treachery towards me that they can continue to send me out as much negativity as they feel inclined to do so. All they should know is that I’m simply no longer allowing it into my life. Instead it’s being returned back to them and their loved ones with a good mark-up in its ferocity and all I can say is; sort your poop out guys or your poop will sort you out and sooner than you think.

You see; I’m simply not going to allow evil, malicious and deviant individuals anymore to extinguish my light in this world. I’ve learned the hard way that; malicious and back stabbing deviants don’t ever change who they are or indeed their views on life in general. All they do is simply flatter to deceive, which frequently allows them back into our lives, whilst their agenda remains one of treacherous intent, which is all part of their overall life’s theme.

As a result of my spiritual maturity I’ve severed the karmically and abusive relationship with my siblings who were only too happy to perpetuate the same as some sort of controlling life game. What’s more and because I find them both utterly vile individuals I have absolutely no problem in calling upon archangel Michael to put them both karmically to the sword. Should they ever dare to psychically assault me again.

I no longer buy into this view that in some how being spiritually evolved, one must always seek to forgive. For I’ve tried that and its failed spectacularly because this earth plane is a battle field. Which at the moment and from my own personal experience, it would appear that the evil ones appear to be winning hands down, which I find; implicitly distasteful.

My advice therefore to any sensitive soul that I meet, is if you feel that you’re under attack from evil forces be they relatives, friends, in-laws, work mates or combination of all four. Simply put the very necessary self protection mechanisms that you need to put in place and don’t ever feel guilty about that at all.

Above all things call upon Archangel Michael and the ranks of angels who support him and ask them to help you sever, destroy and remove all evil or karmic siphon tubes. Including all the nonsense which prevents you from being; the light that you were born to be, because let’s face it, you know that you’re well and truly worth it. Amen

Authors Concluding Notes

There is absolutely no validity in expressing compassion towards evil or those who continually present with evil or malicious intent, for all that does is continually open yourself up for more karmic assaults from the same. Now do you really need such complete and utter nonsense like that in your life? My guess is no, but only you can make the decision.

There comes a point in all our lives however when we must decide; do I put up with this utter psychotic nonsense from these people just because we share some DNA or do I simply accept that I don’t need them in my life anymore and with a good heart simply walk away.

I’ve turned that corner in my soul’s evolution and the last chance was used up some time ago by my utterly vile siblings. Therein I see them both for what they and therein have dropped my ridiculous burden of trying to help them; love, care and evolve, because actually, neither of them are worth it.

There is however one tender strand of DNA which only time will eventually break and that is the passing of my mam. At which point I feel sure that both my siblings will be utterly inconsolable and fraudulent to the last, having no clarity of direction open to them anymore given they’ve spent a life filled only with hatred and malicious intent towards both me and our mam.

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Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2011 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy publications. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.wordpress.com & http://www.barryhardy.com/

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Only Compassion Sets Man apart from the Beasts in the Fields

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Some years ago whilst resting in Shaftesbury down in Dorset, the result of being desperately and chronically ill with late stage lymes disease and posterior inferior cerebella artery slamming into my brain stem and vestibular bundle. My view on mortality and spirituality were both tested and changed forever. In that my sense of divine intervention or should I say lack of it for the impoverished and desperately ill, was quite simply blown out of the water. A slightly oscillating schizophrenic view that remains unchanged to this present day.

For anyone who has never been to or heard of Shaftesbury in Dorset, it’s a charming little historic old english hill top town. Blessed with welcoming and friendly locals and the iconic gold hill and certainly a delightful place to visit. At the time of my residency in Shaftesbury however, I wasn’t there simply to take in its character. I was there because I was fighting a long battle to regain my well being and I’m not over stating things when I say I was actually fighting for my life.

In the middle of that mortal crisis, I did what I’ve always done throughout the entirety of my life, which is to try my level best to get by and cope without hurting any fellow mortal in the process. So for me and whilst staying in Shaftesbury that meant committing to hours of medical research whilst performing some unsolicited voluntary work for the local swans trust charity in the town. A time when my good friend was Dave the Man in a Hat and his incessantly itchy sheep dog widget, with the frequent cameo role from his step son Jake the dude.

Early one morning however as I set off up pilgrims way I was taken aback by a young man in his early 30′s who was walking towards me. His body or aura should I say was engulfed in a bright white light whereupon he politely said; “good morning and with great warmth”, albeit I could instinctively sense that all was not what it seemed with him. I’d never seen the guy before and was puzzled as to how he seemed to know me. Nevertheless and all that week the young guy crossed my path until one afternoon he came into a cafe near the local charity where I did most of my research.

As he sat down to place his order it was easy to see that he was highly embarrassed, for he was utterly consumed by involuntary head and upper limb jerking movements, life circumstances  which immediately brought tears to my eyes. The strange thing is I tried to resist this feeling of compassion towards him, given that I was in the midst of my own unimaginable 24×7 mortal despair. So I turned my gaze to look at out of the cafe window and onto a small water feature, when suddenly my table was kicked and yet no one was even remotely in the vicinity.

At which point my gaze once more was drawn to the young guy who was now sitting outside, albeit he now had two angelic forms either side of him who were beckoning me to come forward. For a brief moment I was utterly transfixed unsure of my own sanity, until I gave way and approached the young man’s table.

“Hmnnnn hi I stuttered, do you mind if I join you my names Barry and I’m not gay so don’t worry or build your hopes up, but we seemed to have crossed paths several times this week”. At which point he beamed back at me and said “hi my names Benjamin no I mean yes please have a seat”. So I sat down but I have no idea why I said this to him; ” hmnnnn so Benjamin what’s going on and why do you need my help today?”.

At which point he just broke down and said; “O Barry I’m at my wits end, I can’t take anymore, I can’t take anymore of this condition”. How I didn’t burst into tears myself I have no idea because the sheer scale of Benjamin’s suffering simply enveloped my entire being. Yet here was I a guy desperately ill and racked with suicidal thoughts myself, in the presence of a soul at its wits end. I tell you; it doesn’t get any harder than that for a sensitive soul faced with the restrictions of mortality.

I sat with Benjamin for the best part of an hour, he told me about himself, his former addictions, how his mum was a nurse and worried sick about him, whilst I albeit attentive telephoned a good friend at the time who was an internationally recognised herbalist. Whereupon; through a brief discussion with her, managed to persuade her to see Benjamin on an emergency appointment that day.

I must say however, I’ve never ever felt so utterly broken by a situation like that in my life before or indeed since. I don’t know whether that was simply part of the magnitude of Benjamin’s suffering, my suffering and my inability to do anything to change that situation. By that I’m mean my inability to help him right there and then by taking his suffering away. Heavens above and I tell you I don’t think us mortals are designed for such situations and if we are then where is our instructions and coping manual? But enough already I’m starting to ramble.

I walked with Benjamin over to Annett’s surgery for his consultation with her and before parting gave him a hug and my telephone number and told him to call me any time. I then set off back to my own little terraced let down in tan yard lane which meant descending pilgrims way again. As I approached the summit of pilgrim’s way via priory parade, I was aware that two people were standing blocking my access to the path. But as I got nearer to them I was shocked to see that it was the two angelic forms that had beckoned me to Benjamin in the cafe.

As I approached them not a word did they say or indeed any gesture did they make, save for the fact that they simply stood there and smiled at me as I walked past them. When I turned back looking over my shoulder to sneak a double take, I discovered that they had simply disappeared. In that moment and to this day, there was and is no sense of relief, euphoria or elation around any aspect of this experience, simply a sense of unimaginable love and complete and utter desolation.

I never did hear from or ever see Benjamin again for I left Shaftesbury shortly after that for another neurosurgical procedure in Belgium, but in truth that experience still breaks my heart to this day. I know there wasn’t really much I could do for Benjamin given my own desperate condition, but I also know that I didn’t turn my back on his suffering either.

In all humility I’m not sure really what that experience or test was all about, especially at that dreadful time in my own life. I guess it’s just one more in a very long list of extraordinary things I’ve experienced on this mortal journey.

One thing’s for sure and I firmly believe this with all my heart; only those mortals who have felt profound despair for the plight of another whilst gripped within their own mortal crisis. Truly understand mortality in all its frailty, for they have felt love in a way that is simply unimaginable and indeed worlds apart from the mainstream use of that word today.

Therein I’m a big believer in the saying; “you don’t need eyes to see you need vision” I only wish far more mortals truly understood and lived in that zone too, for that too would generate far greater resources on the mortal compassion front and heaven knows that wouldn’t go amiss here on planet earth. Amen

Authors Concluding Notes

It’s important that I must stress that Benjamin is not the real name of the young man that I met at that time in my life and is simply a name I’ve used to protect his anonymity. In truth I have no idea whether Benjamin ever got through his mortal crisis; I hope he did and that he’s now well and truly in his own space of peace.

I believe in guardian angels just like I believe in so many things that my peers may find ever so challenging. The only area that really pulls on my heart and wobbles my all too real mortal sensitives is that the presence of guardian angels doesn’t always signify a breakthrough or indeed a good old mortal back slapping ending.

Sometimes they simply appear slightly more visibly vibrant within our own 3D realities, to let us see that other mortals are having it far tougher than we are. This I believe is simply their way of moving us out of our pain body and into our glory, with a bit of a prompt to say; “hey dude stop complaining, you’re not here to stand still you’re here to evolve and grow, now kindly get on with that but with a little less of the poor me drama……okay?”.

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Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2011 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy publications. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.wordpress.com & http://www.barryhardy.com/

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