An Exercise in Journeys Ending

One Journey Ends, Another One Begins, Such is Our Healing

Healing is Self Love

Self Healing is Self Love

Its a gloriously crisp and sunny day in the heart of the Scottish Borders today and nature is singing, “spring is on its way”. That said; I too am feeling spring like for I know that I’m walking away from a thirty year dark winter. Indeed the end of a most dramatic, traumatic and life changing healing journey, to be replaced by a new healing, learning and clearing journey. That said and just over 20 years ago amidst my own and seemingly insurmountable darkness, I sat and chatted with my mentor of that time chief petty officer SB. A remarkable man who’d transformed his own inner knowings. Setting the scene; we met to discuss how I was doing after a period of deep introspection the result of his guidance on matters relating to self liberation and supportive reading. Therein; SB enquired where I was now at? My reply; “I’m sitting on a train inside a sleepy little train station, I have no idea where I’m going but I’m excited by the prospect of the journey that’s about to unfold”. Little did I know then that that journey would thrust me into the alchemistic fires of calcination, dissolution, separation, conjunction, fermentation, distillation and coagulation consuming almost 50% of my current mortality. Year after year breaking me down and stripping away that which did not serve my higher self, indeed the most painful, yet equally rewarding hero’s journey that I could possibly undertake, a journey like no other.

The Alchemist, Shaman and Shamanic Self Healer Within

Twenty years on and with much personal insight, wisdom and understanding gathered along the way, I realised several months ago that my current healing journey was coming to an end and that I was on the cusp of a brand new healing journey. Perhaps that’s why I committed to writing my numerous “an exercise in – posts”, all part of documenting my own personal healing and releasing, who knows? All I know is that when spirit nudges resistance is futile and I’ve embraced that energetic flow wholeheartedly and for some considerable time now. That said and earlier this week I was having a catch up with my shamanic mentor Briony Stott and as ever we discussed that most pertinent to my healing and clearing. Therein and one of the things we discussed was that I felt no inclination to write anymore. Smiling she replied; “that’s very normal for soul journeys like yours, for often I’ve observed that those old souls committed to mastering the magician and warrior that resides deep within them, all to often and for no apparent reason simply evaporate into the ether”. Followed by; “and that’s really alright Barry, for as you’ve already indicated that journey is over”. Now of course and yes as Briony stated it really is alright, but for me, well I felt sort of uneasy with the apparent lack of closure.

Therein and with that state of unease, perhaps heightened by a stream of email enquiries in recent weeks asking; “why no writing and am I okay?” I was compelled to write this “journeys ending” post today. For it was important that I articulated that all was indeed well and that the absence of new posts simply reflected my current journeys ending. Therein its important that I articulate that I won’t be writing anymore posts for this blog albeit the blog will remain active and there’s a very real possibility that I will refine certain posts. Why no more posts my followers and readers may rightfully ask?

Well my Raphael’s Legacy healing journey has reached its conclusion and I believe that all future writings and presentations will take on subtly different topics and forms too. That said; as and when the timing is right I will post a link below to any new blog or indeed YouTube presentations that I create in the coming months and years.

In the interim period I’d like to extend my grateful thanks to all My Raphael’s Legacy blog readers and followers one and all for the warmth of your company during my often testing journey. My hope is that my legacy healing journey has and will continue to inform and inspire those who are seeking their own healing and clearing. Therein; may all seekers of light experience peace and harmony in every level of their being and if any readers of my posts live in the UK and believe that I may be able to offer assistance, please don’t hesitate to contact me, by clicking my photograph above. Namaste

In Closing; A Little Bit of Healing Wisdom, Food For Ones Soul

Self Love is Self Acceptance

Healing is Self Love

I’ve been told many times in this my current mortality that; “I can’t do this and I shouldn’t do that and above all things there’s nothing that “they” can do to help me”. Nevertheless and time after time amidst my unrelenting darkness I ignored such complete and utter nonsense, for not to do so would have resulted in my stagnation and premature expiry. Therein; its important to note that we alone ultimately choose just how we will live out our mortality. We can choose to stay asleep and grub around in the darkness, or we can reach for the light and evolve. Well hard though it’s often been I’ve always reached for the light, for my soul craved healing and the grace in vibrational alignment, for alignment is the god force within all.

Therein; moving back into vibrational alignment is the process of healing ones body, clearing ones mind and freeing ones soul. A sublimely eloquent and synergistic coming together, with one central goal; “to remove from ones being all forms of dis-ease”. In essence a simple, yet timeless alchemistic process, that really has no beginnings and certainly no endings, for we are eternal, we are one and anything and everything. Amen

“How May I Serve?”

Because of my journey into remembering, I better understand now that in giving I will always receive, therein I’ve embedded within this post a beautifully created “I Am That, I Am” video and ask one simple question, which is “How May I Serve?”. All rights and copyrights for this video remain with its owner, producer and distributor et al and not with the author and publisher of this blog and I trust that all readers of this post will respect those copyrights too. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Authors Guide Notes In Relation to Contacting Him

I have no medical or clinical qualifications, therein; I only reply to emails where I can be of shamanic service, those looking for medical/clinical advice must seek that from appropriately qualified individuals. Equally I frequently change my email address as and when excess spam et al becomes an issue, so don’t worry if you have an email address for me which bounces. Simply fill in my contact form by clicking my photograph above and I’m sure to receive your email, albeit and unless I can help please note I won’t reply. Either way, I wish for you a life filled with; love, light and peace. Namaste & Amen

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Just so you know my “leading edge” shamanic mentor is Briony Stott, click [ here ] to visit her website, a talented lady and a massive influence upon my own state of being.

Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Pain & Soul Growth

It’s Easy To Laugh Sometimes, When The Wish and Question are So Sincere

Healing Begins With Self Love

Self Alchemy is Healing of the Soul

I’m frequently informed by those I interact with that they wish that they were more spiritual, followed by; “how do I achieve that?” I on my part frequently burst into laughter and my retort is simple; “be very careful what you wish for because spiritual growth can be painful”. My reply however is often greeted by either a look of horror or indeed consternation because as we all know, we mortals really don’t do painful or do we? Well I do, in fact I’ve done pain to abundance but that’s not because I like pain, I don’t, pain is simply an innate aspect of our eternal desire to either stagnate or evolve. That said; my desire has always been to evolve for in breaking down the old we are able to build anew. At which point we’re truly able to revel in our timeless and owe-inspiring potential. Not an easy process yet a process that changes all things and forever and below is a chapter from my own healing journey which demonstrates that point most graphically i.e. transforming my muddy waters into liquid gold. However and to set the scene; several millenniums ago when I worked as an asset strategist, there was a time when I turned down an incredibly lucrative and long term role to take up a short term interim role lacking in any value adding liquidity. Why did I do that you may ask? Well I felt the latter role would be the better role for my longer term career and so was worth a degree of fiscal sacrifice. Hilarious now and in hindsight, for what I didn’t know then was that not only would that role effectively end my old career, but it would also play its part in jettisoning me into the most painful soul growth I’d experienced for some time.

The Insanity & Betrayal That Distilled My Muddy Waters into Liquid Gold

Self Love is Healing

Self Love is Healing

I walked into a business screaming about the need for change yet a business floundering at the same time in a sea of psychotic and game playing inertia. On day one I discovered and to my horror that the guy I reported into whilst reportedly well educated was a complete incompetent and both the stooge and puppet of much darker agendas. To make matters worse it quickly transpired that I had committed to working in a highly toxic and psychotic environment consisting of the; “US – the business identity”, the “THEM – a sociopathic consulting firm out to milk the “US” for all they were worth” and of course “ME all alone”. By day three I’d completely detached from the puppet because I found out very quickly that he wasn’t in the least bit interested in doing the right things, in fact, everything seemed beyond his technical grasp and business change understandings. For he was a lightweight and simply a self prostituting pawn. By day five and feeling incredibly exposed I endeavoured to create a “WE” within all the madness. In essence a sanity team which consisted of the four key players from within the “US” who’d been chosen to deliver the change programme with my support. Well very quickly one of the potential “WE” made his agenda clear and he was sticking close to the puppet and also to the psychotic power that existed within the “US and THEM”. Another of the potential “WE” whilst outwardly presenting a charismatic front was actually a guy racked with tremendous self doubt and fear. Therein; he too made it crystal clear that whilst he was happy to play at being a “WE” the only thing that really mattered to him was getting that which best served his personal needs. Net result; he wasn’t even remotely interested in supporting or helping anyone else or indeed diluting his boundaries or perceived needs, for like all Machiavellians, he was highly accomplished at playing the game and using others. In essence a guy very well versed in sitting on the proverbial fence, whilst never ever missing a meal. The two remaining and most vulnerable “US” jumped at the opportunity of becoming the “WE” with me, creating our own little point of sanity within all the madness. Therein and as the weeks unfolded, I guided, mentored and protected the two “WE” from the rabid psychosis of the utterly unscrupulous and treacherous “THEM” and of course the paranoia of the “US machine”. My gracious reward for that at the point the two “WE” were no longer vulnerable was for them both to morph back into the sickeningly amoral and self serving energetic bacteria that they’d always been. Therein; aligning themselves with all the self serving madness of the; “US, THEM and PUPPET” psychosis and to hell with “ME”. In doing so proactively exiling me to the wilderness of whispers, sniggers and innuendo, there to complete my final acts and tasks alone. Before the higher ranking of the two former “WE” instructed his puppet “WE” to put me to the sword. In essence a brutal betrayal lacking in any form of morality, sensitivity or decency. A truly harrowing mortal experience and for a whole host of reasons. For I felt truly violated, sodomised and raped, therein; experiencing every conceivable treacherous energetic assault upon my being. Each one of those horrendous insults and all in their sum simply rocking me and my understandings to the core of my foundations. Therein and such was the level of deceit and the psychosis that I’d some how opened myself up to and for, that I was compelled to re-evaluate my entire being. A tsunami of a process which smashed down my tower into unrecognisable pieces, in its wake destroying each and everyone of all my inherited and treasured love relationships. Thrusting me bewildered, angry and completely alone into a baron landscape to some how find my way back home, a process that was one of my greatest periods of soul growth in recent times. A truly powerful healing journey that changed my sense of being and all things and forever, for at that time I had a choice; do I roll over and give up or do I heal and accept my remembering. Well I chose healing and of course my eternal remembering because that is my journey and my journey is one of soul growth. A truly profound and life changing spiritual transition all part of my own alchemistic healing journey which saw me undergo in line with hermetic principles so above, so below; Calcination, Dissolution, Separation, Conjunction, Fermentation, Distillation and Coagulation. Indeed a sublimely eloquent and ancient process wisdom that is wonderfully explained and in great detail too by the Luxor Medias video below. Namaste

Just so you know; this Luxor Media video production is about 1 hour long in duration, nevertheless it is a wonderful piece of work, therein; my view is that the viewing of this explanatory video does constitute an hour well spent. That said; all rights and copyrights for this video remain with its owners, producers and distributors et al and not with the author and publisher of this blog and I trust that all visitors to my blog and readers of this post will respect those copyrights too.

Authors Concluding Notes

Healing is Self Love

Love is All

If ever there was a better example of the pain in my healing journey the one above simply eclipses all before it. For it came on the back of a very long battle for my life, yet a point where my domestications were taking centre stage again and I felt that I was on the right track once more. I guess that’s why my soul implored me to take that dreadfully painful journey and utterly treacherous and psychotic role. For it knew that only in smashing my tower to the ground, could I truly awaken and commit to and therein embrace my full potential. Such that and in embarking upon that journey better soul am I for only in the pain of the destruction of my domestications was I set free. Now that doesn’t mean that the shadows of that journey don’t rise up from time to time and fill me in the moment with both sadness and anger, they do. However such has been my healing journey that they’re quickly eclipsed by my own innate sense of self love in and of the grace of leaving such insanity well and truly behind me. For my way became the way of the shaman, an alchemistic process as old as time itself designed to transform all my muddy waters into resplendent liquid gold. And as for the other players who performed such exceptional roles in my crisis and very painful call to heal? Well they all got what they wanted and none of what they clearly needed, but they will, all in good time, for that is the grace in and of the law of attraction. That said; its an extraordinary vibration that point when we reach the end of a painful healing journey. For the pain is still there attempting to tear strips from our soul, but it doesn’t hurt anymore and as for our beliefs, our truths and of course all of our trusts that were shattered during our healing process. Well they’re eloquently pulverised into ultra fine dust that is scattered before us, creating a carpet upon which to rest our weary bones. Third eye wide open staring into the stillness that is; oneness and knowing. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Just so you know my “leading edge” shamanic mentor is Briony Stott, click [ here ] to visit her website, a talented lady and a massive influence upon my own state of being.

Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Self Acknowledgement

To Journey into Our Glory Requires Acknowledgement of Our True Potential

You Can Always Change Your Story

You Can Always Change Your Story

Many times on my journey the more inquisitive have asked; “how do you know so much about so many things Barry and where did you learn so much?” My answer; “I know very little, yet what I do know was forged upon the anvil of pain all part of my own eternal healing journey. A timeless process that implores all evolving souls to ignore all of the nonsense and all of the dogma that serves only to impoverish our souls evolution. Now and if that’s knowing a lot or equally perceived as wisdom so be it. However and just so you know its all been hard earned, albeit worth all the pain, isolation and soul searching. For my soul saw no glory in the psychosis of patriarchal stagnation and thats why I always have and always will walk my own talk, because that was and is part of my own [ shamanic healing process ] Now the truth is any soul can embark upon a healing journey such as mine, indeed a process that begins with self love and inner knowing. However and just so you know; that is a process which strips away all that does not serve our higher self, a painful journey along the [ road of bones ], indeed a process where self acknowledgement must always sit resplendent. And why? Well ultimately and without self acknowledge, there can be no self love and without self love there can be no soul based evolution and certainly no personal growth or indeed glory. Therein; self acknowledgment is an essential component of walking into and owning our personal power, affording us the grace to realise our timeless and true potential”. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Just so you know my “leading edge” shamanic mentor is Briony Stott, click [ here ] to visit her website, a talented lady and a massive influence upon my own state of being.

Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Crisis, Laughter & Change

The Answers to Our Many Questions, Reside Deep Within Our Very Being

Healing is Self Love

Healing is Self Love

I was invited in for a chat with the managing director of a technical services company some time ago, where he looped two paradoxical loops of consternation. Hilarious as it may sound; he didn’t want to do what he was doing anymore and yet if he could only find the right people he’d be the MD of the biggest technical services company in the UK. After perhaps 30 minutes of this looping and looping, I smiled at him and simply said; “David, (not his real name) when you’re ready to start listening give me a nod. However in the interim period I’m just going to allow you the space to ramble on whilst I go and make myself a cup of tea”. At which point and in a state of annoyance he said “I’m not rambling I’m telling you precisely what the state of play is”. I simply smiled and said; “David you’re rambling, however if you’d like to ask me a question, go for it, alternatively if you’d like to join me in a cup of tea feel free”. Agitation would be a good description now; “hang on, who’s in charge here; me or you?” I smiled again and said; “I have absolutely no control over you and you have absolutely no control over me, so I guess we’re in a collective state of anarchy or free will, depending upon which way you choose to look at it”. The guy then fiddled with his tie, his crotch and his mobile phone and then said; “errrrrrrr go on then maybe you’re right let’s have a cup of tea, I’m just feeling a bit stressed, forgive me, I didn’t mean to be so rude. It’s just that I’m so frazzled and look at you, you’re so bloody mellow and I don’t get it”. My reply; “chill dude, your focus is in the wrong place for now, that’s all”. At which point we walked silently towards the office refectory. Once we’d broken through the ice of our tea break “time out” the guy then looked at me and said; “nope I just don’t get it Baz”, little bit of huffing and puffing followed by; “you were once such a great engineer and one of the most astute, passionate and highly focused business strategists and technical executives I’d ever met. So how did a nice guy like you end up giving all that up to become a bloody shaman? I mean to say; what the bloody hell is a shaman and a bloody shamanic business consultant when they’re in town?” At which point I nearly wet myself with laughter, which broke down his defensive prejudices even further and he broke into laughter too. Therein and after a few minutes taking the micky out of both myself and of course his question I answered in the only way a shaman could i.e. “I’m a shaman because that is my journey, a journey that allows me to live in my power. I like you reached that point of crisis where I had the choice. Do I choose renewal through personal growth or self destruction through stagnation?” Well I chose renewal because stagnation wasn’t an option for me, as such; I chose to walk away from that which was [ killing me ] an easy choice, yet difficult path to walk at times.

Healing is Self Love

Healing is Self Love

The guy looked at me and said; “tell me more, tell me more, because you’re right I’m in a state of crisis but I can’t tell anyone because they’ll think I’m mad”. I smiled and said; “are you mad?” The guy said; “no I’m not mad I’m just sick of doing what I do”. “Well then; that’s your answer and only you can change direction, my advice is relax, take your time and allow yourself the grace to flow”. There was an earth shattering silence and the the guy said; “we really must do this again”, my reply; “yes we must, but first you must stop beating yourself up and looking for answers from external sources, for the answer to your every question rests firmly within you”. A little more silence and then closure via some incidental chatter and of course a deeper realisation within us both, that; crisis is simply an opportunity for change, so it was, so it is and so it will always be. Namaste

Authors Concluding Notes

It’s not so unusual to meet people at this time who are awakening and feeling ill at ease with that state of being. It’s all very normal and all part of the unity conscious process of vibrational alignment and awareness that planet earth is currently undergoing. Its that point where spirit nudges us and where we’re finally able to step through the mirror of projection and realise the wonder that exists in freedom. At which point we truly understand that freedom is not a moment in time, neither is it something that can be bought. It’s simply the point of abstract abstraction where anything and everything are possible. For freedom is a place of deep inner grace, a universal gift which requires none of the trappings of mortality to underwrite it’s power and glory. It is a way of being, seeing and feeling that simply understands, that; understanding is simply pure vibrational alignment and nothing more. Indeed that point when we know just who we really are and all the other detritus simply falls away, that point when we let go of all the fears that derive from our overt domestications and we embrace our timeless potential.

NB this is an article that I wrote last year, but I’ve tweaked it and re-blogged it today because it’s been read several times in recent weeks. Therein and as I too have been dealing with a very deep crisis of confidence in terms of my overall direction and understandings over the past few years, it felt fitting, that I reminded myself once again of the pivotal role of crisis, laughter and change in my own personal evolution.

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Just so you know my “leading edge” shamanic mentor is Briony Stott, click [ here ] to visit her website, a talented lady and a massive influence upon my own state of being.

Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Offering Collective Peace

Unconditional Love is The Only True Measure of Our Power and Greatness

Healing is Self Love

Healing is Self Love

As a practising shaman I accept that there’s learning to be had in every situation and on every conceivable front too and that love is our only reason for being. Therein and even though I blogged this video at the start of last year. Such is the power and collective message in this video that I felt compelled to gently open 2014 by sharing its grace and majesty with you once again. For the conscious and subconscious acts of some souls really do exhibit an almost divine quality, indeed a quality that has the power to uplift all our souls and change our state of being and for ever.

Healing is Self Love

Healing is Self Love

Therein; sit back, relax and enjoy this sublimely uplifting video and may it caress you, nourish you and fill you with deep inner peace. Because my hope for all souls too is “may everyone enjoy well-being in 2014, may everyone enjoy peace, may everyone enjoy fullness, may everyone enjoy auspiciousness.” Namaste

All rights and copyrights for this video remain with its owners, producers and distributors et al and not with the author and publisher of this blog and I trust all readers of my blog will respect those copyrights too.

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Just so you know my “leading edge” shamanic mentor is Briony Stott, click [ here ] to visit her website, a talented lady and a massive influence upon my own state of being.

Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me & http://www.barryhardy.com/

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Greater Understanding

Healing Begins With Self Love, Releasing; Greater Inner Peace

Healing is Self Love

Healing is Self Love

Well another brand new year is upon us all in what is of course a complete illusion. For all those who’ve awakened or indeed those who are in the process of awakening right now, understand, that we’re all one and eternal and that time is a complete irrelevancy. That said; I’ve been asked many times during my current mortality just what are the most powerful things I’ve learned on my own healing journey into remembering.

My reply; “well I’ve learned many things on my long healing journey and also remembered many things too, the most important of which is that I now have a clear understanding of who I really am, including the sublime grace in and of my own healing. For I am timeless like you and healing is not the product of insane, fundamentally flawed and morally bankrupt medical dogma, its much more robust, far more gracious and hence a truly liberating process. Because true healing begins with self love, is based upon sound medical science, imbues and exudes great personal understanding. Indeed its a divine process that can only culminate once the very necessary clearing of all self limiting energetic blocks from our entire being and timelines is undertaken. In essence; its a timeless and ageless [ alchemistic process ] as old as light itself. That’s precisely why I will always help or correct an enquiring soul or indeed a wise man at any stage of both theirs and my own healing journey for we understand and appreciate the grace bestowed upon our soul through the acquisition of great wisdom, for great wisdom is freedom”.

That said; “the second most important thing I’ve learned is never ever try to help or indeed correct a fool from their foolish ways, for the fool in the end always hates those who shine a light upon their foolishness. For in wisdom there is great healing and in healing there is always greater peace and greater peace begets unimaginable freedom. A state of being which the fool is far to foolish to embrace, for all fools choose to live out their foolishness amidst the baron lands of ignorance and fear. A landscape where wisdom and reason are always shunned and for good reason too, for the fools world is a world filled to overflowing with; self delusions, overt resentments and lots of poor me’s. Therein; a wiseman sees, understands and accepts the fool for what he is, for he knows not and knows not that he knows not is a fool and all one can do is love, yet shun him”.

Finally and probably the most important thing that I’ve learned is that; “there are some truly dreadful and truly evil alien life forms on this planet masquerading as mortals. Life forms that are pure dark energy and lacking in any tangible aspect of light about their being. Indeed life forms that are truly insane, truly malicious, capable of the most horrendously cruel acts and who lack any form of decency. Life forms that are referred to as sociopaths by our medical world who appear completely oblivious to those evil aliens true origin. Therein; hard has been my learning around such utter monsters, yet wise am I now when I spot one from a hundred yards. Because I’ve learned and in the most brutal fashion possible that you can’t heal, can’t inspire evolution and you certainly can’t have a healthy relationship or life with or where a sociopath is present. For they are self obsessed and completely self serving, therein they have no visible vibration and are completely lacking in all that which we should care to hold dear. That’s precisely why I will remain forever committed to [ forewarning and hence forearming ] any vulnerable soul who is griped within a sociopaths grasp. For that is my way, the way of the shaman”.

Healing Begins With Self Love

Healing Begins With Self Love

Now frequently there’s a look of complete consternation on the face of my enquirers and I suspect the reason for that is that the simplicity of my candour doesn’t quit match up to their grandiose expectations of me. Yet what they don’t get and I completely understand that is that simplicity has the power to change even the most resistant of forces et al. For simplicity completely disarms the tyrannical grip of ones ego and its ones ego that truly has the power to impoverish ones mortal well-being and soul. That said; it took me the best part of 40 years to distill all the simplicity in and from all my learnings, 40 years of very necessary and yet implicitly unnecessary pain, struggle and suffering. However in breaking down the battlements of my left brain domineering ego whilst in that process destroying the facades of morally bankrupt dogma I stepped forward and with clarity and embraced my true potential. Indeed the point when all things changed and forever, for me and such was the powerful impact of my [ warrior of light ] transition upon my being. That I would implore all those struggling for answers right now, to commit to their own personal awakening, for self love begets healing and healing begets greater and greater inner peace. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Just so you know my “leading edge” shamanic mentor is Briony Stott, click [ here ] to visit her website, a talented lady and a massive influence upon my own state of being.

Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2014 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!

An Exercise in Closure & Remembering

There is No Greater Journey, Than; Journeying into Our Souls Remembering

Healing is a Timeless Journey

Our Souls Healing is a Timeless Journey

What an incredible year 2013 has been for both myself personally and of course on the universal stage. With much needed change, clearing and healing unfolding on every conceivable front, yet and fortunately for me and unlike [ last year ] there’s no sense of personal regret deep inside me. That said; I couldn’t even begin to distill into words all that which has unfolded before me. Save only to say that my journey into remembering continues and unabated. I guess that’s why I wanted to close out my blog this year by simply emphasising the need for all evolving souls to continue to embrace not only their own souls accelerated growth as we move into 2014. But also the collective expansion that’s unfolding before us all and daily now. For the times they are a changing and we are changing with them, therein; my belief is that better times and greater healing times await all those prepared to evolve and rise above all their self limiting preoccupations. Because let’s face it, self love and self acceptance are the only forces capable of changing all things and for ever, for in our remembering we free ourselves from all the nonsensical fears that do not serve us well. Therein allowing ourselves to realise our full potential and live a reality where we are anything and everything, a reality where the light inside us shines by day and by night.

Shamanic Healing & Wisdom

Shamanic Healing & Wisdom

That said; I’m going to keep this post quite simple today and therein; close my blog for 2013 by graciously extending seasons greetings to all my fellow bloggers, readers of my blog and all those prepared to realise their full potential. May your hearts always be full to overflowing with the healing rays of unconditional love and may 2014 inspire you into all the greatness that you’ve always had the potential to be. Reigniting each and every one of you into the bright stars you’ve always been, lighting the way for others to follow, for such is my way, the way of the shaman, all part of my own journey into remembering. Namaste

In Giving, Oneness & Destiny, “I Am That, I Am”

I am whole, I am light, I am peace, I am love, I am loved, I am health, I am healthy, I am wealth, I am wealthy, I am abundant, I am abundance, I am joy, I am joyous, I am happy, I am happiness, I am oneness, I am an author, I am a teacher, I am a healer, I am a shaman, I am a sage, I am a medicine man, “I am that, I am”. Namaste

Links To My Own Exercises in Shamanic Self Healing

As part of my own healing process I worked through a number of clearing exercise, here are some links to the same. Explore my exercise in pain and soul growth by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal acknowledgement by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in crisis, laughter and change by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in offering collective peace by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in greater understanding by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in closure and remembering by clicking here [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my divine feminine by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing self liberation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self love and self acceptance by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in working through deep hurt by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in mortal separation by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in serendipity and synchronicity by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in surreal inner alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing soul and power loss by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in meeting guardian angels by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in healing my inner child block by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in wanting absolutely nothing by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in the seven soul rays by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in self awareness dear soul by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in embracing my own personal breakthrough by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in stimulating resistance free introspection click [ here ] explore my exercise in distilling my own shamanic alchemy by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in energy medicine all and wholeness by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in releasing deep energetic blocks by clicking [ here ] explore my exercise in personal power and energy conservation by clicking [ here ]

Just so you know my “leading edge” shamanic mentor is Briony Stott, click [ here ] to visit her website, a talented lady and a massive influence upon my own state of being.

Best wishes,

Barry Hardy MSc, FBEng, FCMI, I.Eng, MIET, P.Eng, FSPE, MBIFM, F.I.Diag.Eng.

Disclaimer

The information contained on this website and the products and services provided thereafter are considered for personal research only and should in no way be considered as an alternative to professionally qualified supervision. Clients therefore assume total responsibility for any and all actions taken by themselves or their representatives upon their behalf in relation to any materials, products or services provided via this website and its proprietor.

Copyright © 2007-2013 Barry Hardy, trading as Barry Hardy. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and links. http://www.raphaelslegacy.me

Raphael's Legacy - Shaman, Engineer and The Improbable Author

Raphael’s Legacy – One Mans Battle For The Right To Life…!